Wow ... This is Strange, Or is it Fate?
Posted 11-10-2008 at 03:08 PM by krazzydart
Now you see , for I have not been .... on this website for now till then
I look at the date and it is a wierd one if fact is stranger than fiction!
It is the annaversary of my fathers DEATH, His meeting with ends imperfections....
I do not know , nor do I try to wonder why if or even when the next family member will die!
For you see they have disowned me, for stuff I did as a child, maybe when I was three??
I do not know why , nor will I ever try because I told them all that I will Love them all till the day that I die.
Some of the words that my brother said and wrote to me could never be seen for the public to see.
It was all filled with dispare and hate, for he knows not how to forgo the wait,
My sister also disowned me with glee and still wanted to keep up relations with my kids and my wife, and I told her to get on with her life...
For I am part of my family, and if she can not , nor will not accept me then she can't fake it and take to the rest of them!! For what am I to do??? Run and hide?? Be tossed aside as if a broken toy?? They need to remember I'm not that little boy!!
So on this cold and gloomy day I pray for my Dad and Mother, who died a few years before him... To give me the strength to make it through the day... and there will allways be apart of them in my heart that the others can never take away!! For now maybe that is why they are so bitter .... because of what they once said to me..." you are never going to get anything" but I allready had it.... It is in my heart and the Laywer can't take 10% of that now can he.... nor can they get any of it as well ... so thats why they are so bitter!!! I now see as I write it out ... the anger, and hate, that went about... I wonder who took what ....????? BUT DOES IT MATTER???? I guess not!!! Because a thing is a thing,,, and a memery will last forever.... I am so greatful for the time I spent with them.... I guess thats why my siblings are so bitter!!! O-Well... I guess they can hold all the things they took and be all ticked off because they have no memeries of what it means.... Like the peacock feathers they were throwing out.... I took them ,,, It was from when we went to the Park with Uncle Bill and the Baby Bears got out of the cage,,, the Park Dept guy got us the feathers for helping to gather up the bear cubs..... Just stuff like that , it is priceless to me!!! So I say good day and farwell untill I log on again!!!
I look at the date and it is a wierd one if fact is stranger than fiction!
It is the annaversary of my fathers DEATH, His meeting with ends imperfections....
I do not know , nor do I try to wonder why if or even when the next family member will die!
For you see they have disowned me, for stuff I did as a child, maybe when I was three??
I do not know why , nor will I ever try because I told them all that I will Love them all till the day that I die.
Some of the words that my brother said and wrote to me could never be seen for the public to see.
It was all filled with dispare and hate, for he knows not how to forgo the wait,
My sister also disowned me with glee and still wanted to keep up relations with my kids and my wife, and I told her to get on with her life...
For I am part of my family, and if she can not , nor will not accept me then she can't fake it and take to the rest of them!! For what am I to do??? Run and hide?? Be tossed aside as if a broken toy?? They need to remember I'm not that little boy!!
So on this cold and gloomy day I pray for my Dad and Mother, who died a few years before him... To give me the strength to make it through the day... and there will allways be apart of them in my heart that the others can never take away!! For now maybe that is why they are so bitter .... because of what they once said to me..." you are never going to get anything" but I allready had it.... It is in my heart and the Laywer can't take 10% of that now can he.... nor can they get any of it as well ... so thats why they are so bitter!!! I now see as I write it out ... the anger, and hate, that went about... I wonder who took what ....????? BUT DOES IT MATTER???? I guess not!!! Because a thing is a thing,,, and a memery will last forever.... I am so greatful for the time I spent with them.... I guess thats why my siblings are so bitter!!! O-Well... I guess they can hold all the things they took and be all ticked off because they have no memeries of what it means.... Like the peacock feathers they were throwing out.... I took them ,,, It was from when we went to the Park with Uncle Bill and the Baby Bears got out of the cage,,, the Park Dept guy got us the feathers for helping to gather up the bear cubs..... Just stuff like that , it is priceless to me!!! So I say good day and farwell untill I log on again!!!
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